Storms.

Life is difficult, there's no doubt about it. There's so many temptations and traps out there; it's hard not to stumble into them. I think this really hits home for me, as I'm a sophomore in high school, and there tends to be a lot of drama at times, though I try my best to avoid it. Something I've realized lately is how easy it is to become bitter at someone or at something that's happened in your life. I myself have been struggling to not store up bitterness such as this in my heart. As 1 Thessalonians 5:17 says to pray continually, that I have been doing, and I cannot put into words how much this has helped and encouraged me. Filling my heart with joy leaves no room for empty bitterness and make me feel a lot better as well. In the drama filled weeks when I wonder if it's ever going to end, I remember that God is bigger and has a plan layed out for my life exactly how he wants it to be. He has a reason for every trial and hardship I face; not to tear me down but to help me grow emotionally and spiritually. Why should I not rejoice in Him in times of trial? He give me peace, joy, courage, strength, and so much more, though I do not deserve it! He knows about every tear I cry and smile that crosses my face. Honestly, I want Him to have more records of smiles than tears. I don't want to give into what high school drama and culture says I should become. Sometimes I honestly wish that it was done and over with, but then I remember that I only get to go through high school once; and I definitely wouldn't want to just rush through it wishing it was over the whole time. I want to let my love and joy for Jesus shine through, even through the difficult storms.

After all, it's just a storm. And storms pass.

-Emily